very very long since i last updated.
dun think anyone will come n read, but jus wanted write it down

year coming to an end, things coming to an end too.
i can feel how bad my performance is, i noe my enthusiasm is dying, i noe is very obvious, but i dunno wat i can do to change it
i feel useless
i noe is my bad habit, i noe it shouldn be this way, i noe, i really noe
but i just cant control =(
i noe i should put my best, at least act as if i m
but i dunno how to act. acting is neva my strong point
when i dislike something, i will show it out.
this is bad, something i need to change.

alot say i need to change, or time to change job
i noe i m affected, i start to lose my stand.
this shows how much determination i have.

when i did my things wrongly, i dun mind ppl scold me
at least give a hard knock on my head, or at least u vent or anger
pls dun jus tok behind me
sometimes i m very insensitive, or sort of i subconsciously choose not to hear
so anything, jus be frank.
I really wont mind

Sometimes i can't help to doubt myself
A lot of times, i will choose to remain silence, acting as if nothing happen
If things need to be said, then wat de point.

I always tell myself, a lot of things can't change even when i m unhappy. So de only thing i can do if forget n let it pass.

sleepless days

working now

realised that i will be living like an owl for 1 week.

night shift starting from wed till next wed. not able to get any rest since i m on weekend duty

dun really dare to tell mom tht today i only managed to fall asleep at 4 pm, and woke up at bout 7pm so tht i will be more ready for work

the feeling is quite bad when i m lyin on the bed n unable to sleep

i will miss my bed

yes, my blog is finally up to date le!

opps forgot to mention that i finally change my phone

Samsung Galaxy Note

initially wanted to change s3 de, but still cant bring myself to spend close to $500 for a phone =(
change to note instead as there is a promotion, which is relatively more affordable.

no regrets until now =)
will find a chance to take pic of my phone when de new covers arrive =)

pictures took in June

Looking back it seems that my June is not tht happening compared to May...

hmmm maybe becos de first 2 weeks i m occupied with the yoga classes at One wellness 

finally had the feel of how hot yoga is like, and i realised practising yoga in yoga centre is really different from those in CC

. yoga center instructor will really "push" u to ensure that you are stretching to your fullest limits XD

Lunch meetup with gals @ the thai restaurant near Suntec 

(realised nowadays meetups we only take pic of the food)

Gifts from Hong Kong by hm!
Thank you~~ ^.^

Lastly, finally got to meetup with Mengjie!

too bad hm is not free tht day.

Dinner @ Just Acia

pictures took in May

After taking months, i finally here to upload the photos XD
It will be too many photos to upload if i do it one by one. so i have combine those pics that were taken in the same event =)

First of all - Mothers' day celebration!

Next is the dim sum treat for my mom =)

It used to be a restaurant called 幸福酒楼in de past, where our family always come here for whole family dinner during special occasions like great grandma birthday.

I always remember our family is so big that we take up almost half the restaurant. And maybe becos i was still young at tht time, to me, this stairs that leads to the restaurant is so steep n i always afraid tht i will roll down. 

now, it has changed to another restaurant named 汕头 and the stairs seems to be average to me... 

Meetup with Carmen & Dor!

Meetup with ly laorens before yc fly back to China and jq go for army

Lunching with yc @ Hatched

grumbling

=(

it has been more than a month since i last updated.

cant believe tht i m so busy tht even though i have more an 12 hours online (almost) everyday and i do not even have time for online entertainment...

kindof sad when i dun have time for myself 

i have a pack schedule in May, especially at the later part of May.

now work schedule changes, workin on weekends on so its now even more pack my timing

hence i really dislike when ppl change their meetups with me, cos i will disrupt my whole schedule 

i admit i m very selfish now, or i should say overbearing?

i have a fix schedule for my work, and due to shift, other ppl have to give in to me and only choose to meetup during my "off" days

my weekends used to be free, but now, other than sometimes i need to work weekend shift, i oso have my yoga lessons.

so if want to minus away my work, my yoga lessons and driving lessons, basically the time left is very limited.

ok enough of my grumbling n back to topic.

did really quite a lot of things during my last 2 weeks of May.

managed to have all the groups meetup with all the friends(except for wq), have some time for my family and have a celebration for mothers' day and catch a movie with them and started my new yoga trial

took quite a number of pics, as i will try to take a few shots for each meetups

i will post them soon~ when my schedule arent tht pack next week

or i will do it later... if my this night shift is not tht busy.