tired to type long stories....
so i shall let the pics say everything =D

blood donation today

my 3rd rose[=

bakin lesson no.2

choco chip cake & egg tart[=

now in class slackin~~~
haha!!! finally i get the ip phone workin!!!
hurray!!!! wahahha[=
now waitin for the pass to pass~~~
cos goin to help out for the blood drive.
so this means i goin to donate again=D

hmm quite a lot of things happen for the last few week tht keep me away from com.
so actually i dunno wat to say le XP

a few sentences wat happen recently
got a top for the dinner le, although i meant to go n buy shoes.
went to a buffet n saw a lot of relatives...
prepare for the grandma birthday bbq
haven bake the pizza=[ but got all de ingredients[=
finish part of the interview[=

hmmm think i gettin more used to it le
everything had change, jus tht i used to deceive myself.
so jus accept is the only way.
地球是不会因没有谁而停止转动的
我不会让人发现

this is a pic i took on sun, after my muaythai lesson when waitin for bus[=

(in case u dun understand.... i mean de rainbow on the floor XD)

went to the cookin lesson jus now.... or i should say bakin lesson.haha[=

though is not actually wat i expected, but i think overall is still ok.

i mean de teachers n students. haha, cos is jus a CC and i really think is not possible for everyone to hands on like f&n room ba.

first lesson learn how to make a pizza n swizz roll.

learn quite a bit of tips here n there that not mention on book [=

goin practise at home soon, in case i forgot le. hahaXD

but i think i cant make the swizz roll so soon ba...

cos i think need machine, if not i think i will die after whipping the mixture! lol

tml is the IE. hope everything will be right!

ok i dunno wat to say.
is the first day of sch n i jus feel normal....
mayb becos our class ppl neva change?
sad the books needed this sem really cost me a bomb =x
everywhere is so crowded now...i wonder where all de ppl gone after 1 week. lol

my mood wasn really good
negetive thinkin keep flowin out,
even though i tried very hard to stop it.
jus a waste of effort.
i really doubt whether i call pull through this sem without retainin any module,
i really doubt my choice again,
and i really doubt myself.
is pointless to say these, i noe, but i jus control.
i pity for the ppl who is goin to partner with me in NC....
it is jus so useless
sometime u jus cant change anything, no matter wat u do
i hate meichen!

haha this will be a short post as tml i have to wake up super early for the induction day.

today went out with subrina n hui mian for movie.
handsome suit, ok la quite nice as in funny,but jus tht some of the endin i can predict when the show is like halfway through.
then my hp keep vibratin halfway then i think tht i drop something=x
hmmm but i cant find when de show ended...
cos i oso dunno wat i drop. so blur.... haha
but i think not those important things so left, till when we go outside, i think is the guy sit beside came up n ask isit then pen i drop.

then went suki for dinner, after tht went for a walk.
lol, it is the first time i went to marina square. cos i rarely walk there de. then the paisei things happen. when we came out from a shop, the alarm sound off... omg so paisei. first is the MPH, then is the Coach shop =x haix then have to open the bag to show my innocence....ok then i found out is my google book fault. haha.

ok end here now, goin sleep liao...

又是一天。很麻烦，不懂为什么blog不能打华文，现在只好写在doc在copy。这几天我胡思乱想+emo的毛病又开始了。我不喜欢这样的我。最近，好像一直在想以前的事。可能已经成了回忆，过去的种种才会显得如此宝贵吧？因为再也不可能回到如从前般。我们大家一直在往前迈进，好多好多东西真的已经消失了。可能是当时所谓的“Friends Forever！”，也可能只是简单的一样东西。天下无不散之筵席，这我很明白。可是做，果然不是像说潇洒一般的容易。

不止一次我怀疑自己是否有感情。情绪上的波动似乎很少，少到可怜。每天都重复着一样的动作。所有的反应，微笑，抱怨都像是一个反射动作，没有一个留下痕迹。我时常也会怀疑自己是否是一个失败者？一个成功的人该如何？有名？有利？受每个人爱戴？这样的人可能活得不开心，这样还算成功吗？或许我是十足的失败者？除了我没有以上这些外，也没有……

ok is so late now... haha[=
i think i mus seriously start to adjust my 生理时钟 XD
when to sch today again for the briefing cum trainin for fri induction day.
ok but seriously is a waste of time =x
cos i think they are not fully prepared.
ok i mean de teachers.
cos they ask us (SL) to reach very early (9am) then we all sit there n stone to wait for the rehearsal to start =x
and somemore the rehearsal is not in the convention, not all performer came (they are late oso) and i seriously dunno y we go there.
they teacher asked the committee members n us to go through the game again, while actually we had play yesterday =x
hmmm really waste my time. then finally 12 pm came n we are release!!
haha, cos the AVA room only can book till 12 XD lucky[=

after which went to bpp n had lunch with weiqian
went to eat de naked fish.
i think is still ok la, haha jus tht the chill sauce is so watery=x
after tht went round for a short walk.
finally bought a bagpack!!
haha, really is like finally[=

spent my whole day at carnhill CC (newton there) for muaythai today[=
today, the organise a workshop with consisted a traditional thai dance, defence lesson n a sinple sparring.

the workshop started at 9am++.
after finishin the regular warmup, the coach teaches start with the thai dance
ok i think it was quite fun n te moves are simple,
but i think is very hard to catch de beat with the music.
ur will understand if ur get to hear it =p

after we completed de the dance, we move on to defence lesson.
the seniors demostrate first before the coach teaches again in slow motion.
i got my hands tangled up when tryin to learn one of it.
is like so complicated =x

then coach say we can leave if dun wanna watches de sparring, but i think everyone stayed behind. lol
there were fighters from other CCs to join us in the sparring
overall it was quite exciting to see how they use the technics we learn in a fight, but quite a pity it was rather short. as in i think each pair was only give a few min to fight, then change ppl le.
after clearin up, went to newton foodcourt with the other gals then we continue our practise[=

some of the pic when those fighters are sparrin[=
the grp photo will be up soon[=

今天去扫墓，这也是我今年唯一的一次。
因为往常无论风雨都会去父亲和母亲双方的扫墓“活动”
但是，今年我爸那边的扫墓日期是在星期天，所以第一次和我妹“跷”掉了。。。
然后，就去tampines。
真的很多人。尤其是到那个新开的shopping centre
连走路都很困难=[
唉~我的backpack还是没有下落=[

今天要去找地方休息时，在coffee bean看到一个是曾相识的人。
感觉好像是一个小学的同学，不过不太肯定因为很久没见面了说。。。
只是觉得他很像XD

其实今天有很快的就过去了。
每天好像很忙，却有很空。
好矛盾哦><
还真的有点希望赶快开学。
这样一来，应该就会比较忙了吧？
而且bakin course开学后也会开始[=

刚喝了酒。。。在和姐妹讲话时发现我们喝完酒的反应好像都不太一样。。。=p
而且好像就数我的反应好像最要不得XD

nothing much for me to update....
quite a borin life lately. sad =x

最近一直在想，
兴趣是否是建立在金钱上。。。
毕竟，没有金钱，就很难说要学习新的事物了。
当然并不是每个兴趣是要金钱才能培养的。。。
有点犹豫是否会报读baking course。
应该是会吧，毕竟这一直是我在找的。。。
如果错失了这次的机会，还会有下一次吗？

今天可看到了歌手阿桑病逝的消息。
说真的，我很震惊。
因为之前并没有听说有关于他任何卧病的消息。
或许，只有真的面对死亡和分离，才会真正的明白。

went to watch hotel for dogs with amanda
haha, i think the show not bad, quite funny n the dogs all very cute n clever ^^
first time went out alone with amanda
lucky still got quite a lot of things to talk.
if not will be very 尴尬 =p

went to queensway today with weiqian
go there walk walk to look for my bagpack.
saw a few bags i quite like... but the price... haha
for a broke person like me is quite a lot XD
but i will go again with my sis to buy[=[=
then after we went to ikea walk
then go Anchor Point.
haix i wish i can work...