ok very long time since my last post...
nothing much or special happen (actually is i very lazy=p)
hmmm... recently really like 失忆.
cos i cant even remember wat happen yesterday(or the days before)


hmmm pick up the readin habit again reacently.
really miss de feelin of holdin a book for the whole day n read n read.
went to lib to find p.s. i love u.
haha, cos tht day at popular saw the chi version, so suddenly got the strong urge to read it.
as in till now i still dunnoo de endin=x
stop watchin the movie halfway n dun have to time to finish it.
busy.... jus an excuse

exams comin... dun noe whether can pass not.
not prepared. no mood oso.
a lot of things clash for 17 n 31=[
sian~ always like tht.
forever so last min.
then will "complain" when i didn turn up.

i hate mosquitoes!
i got bites all over my faces n body=[=[

today is the first time i stay till so late in sch.
waited for bus at bout 9.50 pm and waited so long for 184.
the bus came at round 10.20pm =x
as ur can imagine wat time i reach home... 11.20pm.

stressful day.
attend compro for 2 hrs then have to wait in school for 7 hrs for exam=x
internetworkin de final written test today.
50 mcqs again. luck not really on my side=[
have to submit mini-project on fri...
sian convert everything to functions,
and... i DUNNO bout it.
ended up a lot of errors=x
big thanx to TOM! he help us solved the errors though we are like not tht 熟=p
thanx thanx[[=

忙、忙、忙。。。
好像很久没有哭过了。
都快忘了哭的滋味。

有时候真的很想要放弃，

质疑自己当初的决定。

但是，我总是想想，发发牢骚罢了。

发现想要找人讲话，
都没有人可以诉苦。
大家都很忙。
诉苦就是一味的把不开心推给别人。
但是别人也有他的烦恼不是吗？
好自私。

最近真的想太多了。想一些不该有不该想的东西。

wanted to post these pics long ago
but my house de internet dun wanna cooperate =[
these pics taken on sat at bg or my grandma house.


my sun zi! haha. caught him by shock so pic abit blur.
took at lobby while waitin for our zu zhang's reply[=


xiao yang[= tht day she jus came back from chalet.


my another cousin. cute? haha.
cos he tht day keep smilin at me.
then realise i dun have pics. haha[=


his name is li sen[=

me again... *废话*
today is a slack day.
did nothing. only read book, watch tv n play psp=x
not i dun have work to do is jus tht i dun feel like doin.
bad gal huh?
tests on this week n exams on next week
not clear of the content still playin=x

老鹰妈妈是如何教小老鹰飞翔的？
唯一的方法就是把它们推下悬崖。
结果只有两个，
不是摔死，

就是展翅翱翔。

看到他们开心，我也会微笑。

this post should be written in chi. easier[=
sorry for those who dun like it=p

星期六到了久违的报馆开会讯会议。
看到好久没见的孙子、悦聪、靖晴、小杨、宇凡和柏诚。
好开心！！因为真的很久很久没看到他们了。
大家都好忙，好像忙到连聊天的时间都少之又少。

当天原定的开会时间是1pm，但是悦聪和我约好12.30pm一起先吃午餐。
但是当天倒霉的事真的一间跟着一件。
首先是早上我和母亲吃早餐。
第一间店说我要吃的买完了，所以决定改吃面。
但是那个店员却完全忽视我=‘[ 生气的我决定不吃了，去买豆奶喝。
结果那可爱的auntie在大热天给我一包热的豆奶=_=
这就算了，要出门时又发现我母亲给我的钱不知放到哪里了。。。
结果还悦聪等了快半个小时=x对不起。

中间的等等等我就不细讲了，正当我们一群人在mac吃午餐时，
终于接到我可爱孙子的电话。
对话大致上是这样，

我：喂，你在哪里？到了吗？我们在mac。
孙子：喂，我还没到。我搭的巴士坏了。
我：…… 哇哈哈哈* 狂笑中*
我：yeah！你今天和我一样sway！你在哪里？
孙子：在半路上。
我：=_=lll 我知道。我要知道你在哪里。
孙子：呃……报馆前几站。
我：哈哈，ok。到了来mac找我们。
孙子：哦。

哈哈，当每个人看到孙子气喘吁吁赶来时都笑翻了。
因为要遇到巴士抛锚的几率讲真的不是很高。哈哈[=

在开完会后，和讨论很久的结果决定去ps。
原因是要帮pc买礼物。
他说要实际的礼物，要一条裤子。
真的是出了个大难题。。。
为了解决，不顾孙子有很多功课和要去阿嫲家（他一再强调不是我的家=_=）
硬把他拖去帮忙。因为悦聪、靖晴和我真的不知道怎么买。
在差不多把全部的衣服店完后，还是没有结论=[
最终改买jacket。哈哈，希望pc会喜欢，而且见识到孙子逛街的功力和眼光[=

看着大家，和大家相处时真的很开心。
就像pc说的，通讯员的寿命真的很短。
套一句他说的话，
长江后浪推前浪，前浪死在沙滩上。
虽然很悲观，但也很写实。不是吗？
但是曾经有过你们在我身边，就该满足了[=
更感性的话，等颁奖后应该更多吧？
或许更有资格说的是怎么快就把名字改掉的凌鹰组长！

hmmm few days neva blog liao...
fri pon-ed sch for the first time.
actually the next day i did wake up,
but then dun feel like goin.cos think waste time only.
so go ask my mom can dun sch not.
quite shock she agree. haha[=
cos i think she noe i m not very happy with my results.then ask me whether is wan to stay at home n study.
went back to sleep. so shuang! [=

on the way to sch met carmen.haha[=
i always think tht i have very gd luck when comes to exam.
o lvl is one, miracle happen again when come to internetworkin test.
the qns come out de is wat i studied de.
lucky[=

for sat n sun i should write in another post[=

haha, super late now.
3 plus plus.
a few more hours will have cisco final test.
haix, really no confident=[

today (yesterday) got the lab.
shit i flunk it. the whole second page blank!
fail for sure... 40%!
crap... really no mood after de test. dun feel like studyin liao=x
blastin 五月天的离开地球表面on de way back home.
sian-in. really doubt my choice of comin this course.
mayb last time i should jus go apply chi studies...
fail internetworkin means retain.
cos core module=x which means other modules all get A oso no use...
haix... sian really need help in Internetworkin...
readin de chapters of the internetworkin, but like nothing stays inside.
crap. y jus sendin a msg or openin a webpage is sooo complicated?!

i wanna go sleep... but cant...
第一次失眠=x
sian... 明天一定在C Prog 和 math 打瞌睡。
C prog 的 functions 和math 的 complex numbers 我还不是很清楚。。。
下个拜五又有C Prog pract test 和要交mini-project=[
挂了。。谁可以教我啊？！
*无语问苍天*

really mus go sleep, if not really will die...
can i pon tml lessons?!?!