sat at the bed staring at the com but not doin what i supposed to.

a very busy week since i started my part time job.

haix i need some time for myself

everyone seems to have a clear goal of which way to head towards,

except for me, i guess.

next week will put an official ending to everything.

actually i m scared n nervous now.

knowing clearly i m totally unprepared.

now sick with sore throat, bad sign?

i guess no matter what, still have to face it.

running away is so easy

but facing it requires courage the most....