thanx everyone for the encouragement[=
i m alright, jus a bit depress over the things that happen...

spent a super irresponsible long weekend XD
cos i didn respond to almost all the sms n email
as in i didn touch my hp n com
so sorry for those who cant contact me XP

整个周末有点无所事事
有点任性
但让生活的中心重新归零的感觉真的很好[=
好似回到了从前
一切都没有的从前
没有手机，没有电脑，没有出门
只是很单纯的在家
和家人打闹，花一整个下午呆在房里看书
一切都是那么的自然
有点小放纵但是很自然

now slackin at our space
jus finish discussin our human factor project
call yuecong n noe that they r havin fun at marina barrage now
somehow like a gatherin cum farewell to pc n lining
bon voyage to both of them

feelin super tired now =[
it had been more than 36 hr since i last touch my bed....
haix, work overnight to finish the flash
i really think that i m super slow at completin my work
ppl may take only 3 hrs but i need double =x
concentration span too short i guess XD

NO MORE COFFEE tml!
had been drinkin it for 2 consectative mornin, n i really dun like it
goin to have a good nap first no matter wat
if not u will be seein a panda in singapore b4 2012 XD

time filies...
this is wat i had been repeating
cos i m scare, really
scare of all the uncertain possibilites
hope i can slow down the time a bit, wishful thinkings

but i really hope the module can pass quickly
i mus really thanx everyone who help n guide me through the labs n point out my carelessness
but i oso have to say sorry to everyone whom i shown ur my "black face"
especially to weiqian n subrina
cos they have to face my childish-ness n poor weiqian is my partner
i apologized if i gave ur de wrong impression tht i m angry with u ><
seriously i m not angry with anyone,
jus myself.
as it always able to upset my mood
n prove how useless i m in this area,
doubt my decision of joinin this course every tue,but i noe is jus no turnin back

dun runaway, face it. Or else the problem will always stays
easy to say but hard to do.
i almost convince myself, but it seems like my hope n confidence is shattered again

yongquan 和 yuecong终于放出来了！
哈哈，说到有点难听。

sat when to cream bistro with meixin n yongquan
the food there no bad + the enviroment is quite nice
the price oso affordable =D
thanx meixin for the treat n the intro to the place[=

after that went vivo to support the president challenge n catch up with the colleages.
a bit shock when i heard some of them will be leavin...
really hope there will be chance to meet them again!

after that went to changi to send my relatives
envy them ><>

went to meet yq, yc, mw, jq today at changi
haha went to changi super frequently.
had our lunch at their staff canteen!
haha n their food is not bad oso!
haha usual chit chat n gossip~
yq goin taiwan soon..
envy again ><>
haix chat n realise i most probably goin to miss the ban jiang... haix...

after tht went to support my sis at the muaythai fighter selection
说不羡慕，是骗人的。
或许是更多的不甘心。
选择也是一种取舍、一种得失
下了决定后，不可能后悔，也不要再踌躇
人生没有十全十美
现在的一些小遗憾，成了现阶段的一个标签
回首记忆时并好好的完成它、更有味道。

quite sad yesterday didn manage to go watch the metero shower.
haix no choice.

flash test today...
gone.

OIP more or less comfirm le!
finally! think will have a briefin before the trip[=
hopefully nothing will crop up again =D

pics of tht day outing...

lazy to post... as usual

wat i wanna say, wat i m thinkin jus stay in my mind ba...

haix i guess tml is 凶多吉少... T.T

went out with class today to watch 2012
change organiser today, change to andrew gang.
our group is so big tht we occupy the whole row of seats
lol so cool! haha, we spent near $100 jus on the tickets!
tht y cathay earn so much! lol

the movie was not bad!
especially with the graphics...
best is got 3-D version.
lol then i think will be super nice.
photos soon when weiqian upload the pics[=

sorry everyone for being so demoralising durin this outin
cos really not in the mood.
this is wat my abiliy...
cant even handle jus a small thing
causin so much trouble.
really guilty for troublin so much ppl
i m sorry
i think is time to learn emotion control again

every thing is goin to over real soon!
no matter wat is the results
i will jus accept.
i really need a good sleep now...

ok i am really sian-ed now...
my mood recently is goin up n down
whenever i lost hope and think tht is time to give up...
somehow there would be little hope poppin out
then when we think tht the goal is near,
it seems so far again.

argh....
i m totally sian-ed
i noe i may be indecisive at times...
but come to big things like this i noe wat i wan.
n if i dun like the things, i wont hold other ppl back
i will support their decision....
SIAN-ED!!!!!

好多事情都没来更新

一天拖一天，就这样失去了动力

以下是那天我们去jq家吃火锅的照片

当天是万圣节，可是老天一点都不赏脸

在我们离开报馆时下着超大雨

加上里走前的“突发状况”，

让我的心情糟透了=[

不过还是谢谢jq为我们准备的火锅!

went to have a movie maraton on fri

first time i did this, n i think both movie is not bad[=
sister keeper is like i expected...

touchin. haha

three of us cried. lol so paiseh XD

then we meet huimin and watch my girlfriend is an agent.

the movie i rate bout 6.5 stars,

funny but the storyline quite normal...

but the whole theater is filled with laughter

so we watch 2 movies in a day,

cry n laugh... lol!

received a call from the lecturer that it is possible for us to go for the immersion

however we need to find 16 ppl n comfirm by mon.

haix but i think the change to go is very slim =[

not only the time of notice is very short, quite a lot of details r oso unclear...

haix......