ok i am really sian-ed now...
my mood recently is goin up n down
whenever i lost hope and think tht is time to give up...
somehow there would be little hope poppin out
then when we think tht the goal is near,
it seems so far again.

argh....
i m totally sian-ed
i noe i may be indecisive at times...
but come to big things like this i noe wat i wan.
n if i dun like the things, i wont hold other ppl back
i will support their decision....
SIAN-ED!!!!!